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I never have been the one to write it down... now I think I can. I know I'm stronger now. I'm not going to look back. Good-bye to you, you're taking up my time. I'm about to do all the things I've dreamed of, and I don't even miss you at all. If you want me back, you're ganna have to ask nicer than that. You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines. You almost made me cry again this time. I think I made it a game to play your game, and let myself cry. We've fallen in love, it was the best idea I ever had. Just knowing this matters, I just feel stronger. You never would have thought in the end, how amazing it feels just to live again. How could you go and do something like that? You ripped my heart out of me then you put it back. I love you even though it isn't fair. It's never been me to want this much from you. It tears me up. Now it seems that I have found nothing at all, I want to hear your voice out loud. Lie to me and try to say you never will. I've got a feeling in my gut now, it fills me with so much hope. Fuck it, I'm fine. You're so crazy, enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me. I guess I'm bitching at the thoughts of tarnished hope. It's kind of funny, the only feeling... I'm not in love. Maybe you can kiss me like you did, my heart stopped beating. Every second I'm without you, I'm a mess. Stay with me now, and of course you could watch me fall... and of course I'll ask for help. Just stay with me now. The most that I can do for you is keep on lying, I'm tired of lying. This loss to my brain almost feels like a gun. I don't see anything now, so just say what you wanna say, it's kinda funny how I'm not listening anyway. You make that noise but you're fast asleep. I'm not listening. I'm feeling so lonely, breaking apart all this love in my heart. Will your love keep burning, baby? Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind. It's hard to say I miss you. Since you've been gone, it's not the same. Do you know how long I've waited, just to find someone like you? I think I might just trust you, maybe, but I'm not sure. I'm not sure I wanna know.

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